Hostage Survivor Omer Shem Tov Expresses Complex Feelings About Captivity

Omer Shem Tov, who was held hostage in Gaza, has revealed a surprising and complex sentiment: at times, he finds himself missing his period of captivity. Speaking on Channel 12's program "Plus One," Shem Tov discussed the profound personal transformation he underwent and the deep connection he developed with himself and God during his time in captivity. He explained that despite the harsh conditions, the detachment from daily life and distractions allowed him to achieve an inner connection that he struggles to replicate now that he has returned. "It was a time when I was most connected to myself and most connected to God. Today, you know, I go out, I hang out with friends, I'm on my phone. There are so many distractions that I can't manage," he stated. From this experience, Shem Tov shared that he carried away one significant element that continues to accompany him: a sense of gratitude. This habit has become an integral part of his mornings and his life back home. "The first thing is gratitude. There's no way I wake up in the morning and don't say 'Modeh Ani' (a prayer of thanks)," he said. While the statement about missing captivity might initially sound unusual, Shem Tov clarified that his longing is not for the reality of being held captive itself, but for the internal and spiritual connection he experienced within that situation. He also commented on Gaza, stating, "From what I saw, there are no innocents in Gaza."